Tolerance

It makes me wonder for quite a long time before proceeding to the next chapter. It's a long way to go though. It is absolutely right indeed, being tolerance is actually leaving a lot more room for myself to breath. We are having peaceful time. Sometimes negative thoughts do affect me but trying to fight back with the little angel in me.

Sewing Machine

I will be shifting house soon. I wonder my mother will throw this old sewing machine away. It's a gift from a relative when she got married to my father. It's better to capture it for collection now before she deciding to throw it. It could be a nice antique collection 20/30 years later perhaps if she were to remain it.

It's another busy day. It's a normal day but there is something making all of my friends worry. I hope silent could bring peace to us. We won't be disturbed anymore. Good Night!

Let's Walk Together

I went for early walk with A friend of mine at a park located in Cheras. It's a hot beautiful day with clear blue sky. A good day for photography indeed. We shared a lot of idea during the walk about parenting and role as daughter and son. Perhaps, some little point of view about life when we were teenager and a growing up adult towards some issues. It's kinda wonderful to me. I love it!

Parents walk us through our life regardless we are up or down. Perhaps, It's time for us to be their great companion once a while now. They need someone to chit chat with them as friend, sometimes. I bet they will be definitely happy for it.

Cute Mother

Mommy used to be very fierce. I remember 3 of us used to cry and hug each other when she got angry. It was scary indeed. As we grow older, she become more considering and able to express her care to us. I am not sure whether 3 of us hardly observe her care during young time. We could only remember Mommy always got angry easily when we were young or we were too naughty? Women, tend to be emotional sometime. ehe!

I uploaded the above photo for my "A Photo A Day" collection. I have got some feedbacks from friends. It is better to crop tighter as the subject is the fallen flower. I think for quite long for the comment by looking at the photo. The bokeh in "white" was quite distracting. It looks better like this.

My mood is a bit swinging today but somehow I must remind myself to live the moment. What important most is NOW! I just feel not respected and forgotten. Why couldn't you keep me in mind for what you have told me?

The Last Fallen Flower

I did something make myself happy this morning. It makes me think of a video I watched yesterday. The last words from a person who is going to pass away are usually from their very sincere heart. Sometimes, human tends to be too focus on what they really like to do at the moment and may have overlook something important to them now. This may bring them regret when the moment they realize "it's too late now". We couldn't have our time turning backward.

It seems to link to a story of a King who always think of 3 unsolved questions, that is, What is important now? Who is the important person and when is the right time? There was once the King pretended as a normal citizen and stayed overnight at an old men's place. There was an injured man knocking the door in the middle of night and asked for help because there were soldiers chasing after him. The old man allowed him to hide in his place. The injured man was safe that night and ran off after showing his appreciation towards the old man.

The King was curious and asked the old man in the next morning. He could have risk his life by helping the injured man. The old man answered him:"The most important thing now is to help the injured man. The most important person is the injured man in need. The right time to help is NOW!" The old man's answer seemed to solve his long unsolved questions.

Sometimes, It's not too late to appreciate what we still have in front of us. I understand sometimes things need time to be for sure. It's not good to keep wondering until it has become too late for us either. What matter most is NOW! Don't you think so? I hope to hear some good news soon. :D

Toys Everywhere!

His favourite - Fallen Leaves. Yes, it is dirty indeed but sometimes we shouldn't control too much of young kid. Let them enjoy! Toys are everywhere but not the danger one! Another busy day! Gotta get back to work now!

Hot Air Balloon Fiesta

It's another busy day! :D

Little Cuties!

It's one of the shots I got from Hot Air Balloon Fiesta. Baby Daniel played around with Little baby. Babies are always cute and adorable. He has been in good mood for days and even screaming and laughing out loud when he saw the Hot Air Balloon taken by my friends in facebook. Babies, they do like colourful balloon.

Sweet Moment

I met an old net friend over the hot air balloon fiesta. He just got back from UK for a few months and got married last month. Congratulation!

A Day to Relax

It was a relaxing and hot Saturday morning.

Struggle

It is finally settled after a long struggle! I finally understand a management theory thrown by a friend of mine. Solution of a problem is always the main concern of the top management while the operation level employees always focus in finding who is right or wrong in a problem. We focused too much on emphasizing who is right or wrong. I bet it wouldn't reach to such a complicated stage, if i didn't get mad of a friend because he pushed the faults to others. Perhaps, I should respect the way of his thinking and close the case. That's a good solution to minimise the damage caused. My heart is pain and ponder, how nice if I could be of help! So you would be awaken from what you have done and sincerely regret of it and make for a good change before you lose all your friends. Take care!

Life is a Drama

Drama is something people go through everyday. Change of character is nothing more than mood swings.” –Kewana Bagby

Another surprise from a friend! I bet he must a very good drama writer. The best writer award shall be given to him. Thanks for giving me such a dramatic life! It's time for me to write for my own life though. I wish to have some calm and happy moments with my lovely friends.

Old Couple

Audrey is going for her sister's performance to learn performance shooting. :P

Blurred

Said something wrong today! Gotta zip my mouth for this case! It blurred my vision once upon a time. Fortunately, there is a clear answer now. A bit down today.

My Little Girl

I am a big girl in a big big world, It's not a big big thing, if you leave me! It's getting late now. I just wish to say, little girl has grown up for what she has experience. She is totally disappointed with a friend but thanks for the great experience. I have learnt much. What a surprise you gave me! I see it positively though!

Friendship

It is estimated to have a busy week ahead, so better to do this earlier- A photo a day! I feel blessed to have some supportive friends. I have decided to take up a challenge and ask for permission to bring it on. Yeah! Do you know what I mean?

It reminds me of a saying in the bible. "Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; Knock and the door will be opened to you".

A : Ask and it will be given to you

S : Seek and you will find

K: Knock and the door will be opened to you.

It's a great one!

It's Broken

This is a beautiful candle given by a secondary school friend of mine. I just got to know it is broken on my table yesterday night while I was sitting by my bedside looking at my fish. "Oh no, it's my secondary school friend gave me as birthday gift, why is it broken on my table?", my first thought. The next action I took out my camera and started shooting it. "I still can keep it in my photo collection but with it's the broken look" I ponder. A gift, I have been keeping for years till the colour of the gel faded. I just wanted to keep it in perfect condition and it has never been lighten up before.

Two Women

Two women, they used to be schoolmates and good friends. One was happy-go-lucky and the other one always got angry easily over small matter. Things have changed after they got married to Brothers of Lee. The bad temper woman has transformed herself to be an understanding, positive thinking and happy-go-lucky wife of the elder brother of Lee. However, The happy go lucky woman become a selfish, unhappy and stingy wife of the younger brother of Lee. The changes between these two women, perhaps, it's the typical daily story of human.

The elder brother is a quiet and shy man who cares and loves his wife very much. He will observe his wife while they were in shopping mall. "U like this handbag a lot ya? Do you want it? I go and make payment." The husband said. The wife had a long thought and reject for the purchase of handbag. It's not worth for the money, she could have used the money to travel. What matter most is not the expensive handbag the husband willing to buy for his wife but he knows his wife likes it and asked her. I bet she must feel sweet and filled with happiness just because he knew she likes it and wouldn't just walk away. There aren't many men who willing to go shopping with wife. There aren't many men who will observe his wife like this. The feeling of happiness from his care and concern has already exceeded the desire of wanting the handbag.

The younger brother is a wild man who likes freedom. His wife chased after him and got pregnant later on. She forced him to marry her and now, she is always left at home looking after her naughty daugther alone without much care from her husband. Soon, she locks herself up at home with her daughter and become a quiet, selfish and shallow hearted woman. I am not sure how would she be one day. She chose to marry the man she loves most but she is not happy at all.

Sometimes, the choice we make today, we shall really think twice whether we can be able to bear the consequences for life. A confused mind told me, "Things may change over time from the bad to the good or vice versa". Perhaps, this is life. Yes, we shall accept it with a positive attitude but sometimes reality is too cruel to be accepted. May all women find their caring loves one.

The Old Days

The old days when you and me were sitting by the seashores,
Those sweet days,
The old days when I were looking into your sparkling pair of eyes,
Those lovely days,
It's the old days, you hold my pair of hands,
Our smile filled with happiness.

The old days when we were in great fights,
Those bitter days,
The old days when we were in cold wars,
Those sad days,
It's the old days we drown by sadness,
We forgot to put on our smiles.

The old days when we remember to smile again,
It's the day when we learn to love each other deeper, and it's the old days,
The great old days.

My auntie has passed away for years. Everytime I took her and my uncle's stuff as subject. I would have some great feeling about their funny life as husband and wife. I have heard a lot of their story from my mommy. A wife who likes to scold and fight with her husband. Her husband always smiled it away with jokes. Sometimes he fight back or they have never talked to each other for days. They had learned to love and appreciate each other since my auntie got cancer. The fighting were lesser but care for each other more. Shall we learn to smile again to everyone we love before it's too late?

The Little Big Eater

It's a busy day and he became my subject again. Gotta get back to work!

Abstract

I'm very happy today. My secondary school friend and I were talking through MSN after the incident. :D

Little Teddy!

It's a great day. A friend lighten up my day. I sent a smiley sms to this friend before I fell asleep yesterday and didn't reply sms from thereon. This friend worried about me just because I didn't reply sms yesterday night thinking I might feel unhappy or sad. Saying, "You didn't reply my sms, who else wouldn't feel worry!". I have never expected any of my friend worrying over me and asked me, "am i okay?" the next morning. It's like a warmth feeling from within of my heart. It's been quite some time didn't have this kinda warmth feeling from friends. I guess it's about 2 months after some shocking incident happened to me and the world in me quite grey and lose trust on my friends. It's really a touching moment indeed and also helping me put a smile on face. It's a good quality to learn. More concern of people surrounding us with an open heart. I am still learning!

Just Married!

A friend got married this year, 31st january 2010. It was the first time experience wedding photography after so much of hardwork to strive for improvement. There is still a lot of space to get quality shots though. Espcially, handling the flash but what matter most is the great moment.

It's the first experience to go through the whole wedding process. Smiling faces of everyone with happiness. It's kinda good experience. It makes me filled with happines whole day too. Happiness can be said as a disease. It can spread around to the people surrounding you. I wish them Happy always as husband and wife.

It's a blue Monday and the first thing I knew when I sat on my office chair was my colleague is getting married this month soon. We were born in the same year. I used to dream to get married at 25 but now I don't think so. It isn't easy to find someone who can share life with and respect each other views and opinion even there are differences. It's a happiness we shall appreciate if we could find one someday or you're having it now.

Bad Little Boy!

I have been choosing photos for this project and felt dillema. Afterall, this is the one I like most of the day. The bad little boy at home yet an innocent baby boy. He will pose for photoshooting when you tell him:"Hey, do you wanna be pretty little boy?" He is still an impatience boy! He got mad and ran here and there after a few shots.

There is reason I chose this photo, it's because a movie I watched yesterday. A meaningful one indeed. Human tend to be happier in a small character they undertake. They may not have strong successful background respected by a lot of people but they live happily with positive attititude. Perhaps, I shall say We are still healthy and it's great! We shall feel blessed in every situation we are in, we are still strong and healthy."We are still alive, it's great!". What a great movie though!

Lost

I lost again in Kl area today and had been turning back to Mid Valley Megamall for 3 times. It took a long way to make a U-turn back to the destination, every time I have made a wrong turn. It reminds me a story I read about a kampung man and a rich business man.

The rich man went to a small kampung area where the villagers maintain poor lifestyle but enjoying their daily life spending time with family after catching fish or hunting in the jungle. The rich business man told a kampung man that he should try to do business in the city to make big money by selling and catching fishes in large scale and return back to his own kampung during retired age. That's the time to enjoy his life spending time with own grandchildren. The kampung man asked:"Why do I need to go for long path to reach a destination where I am right here enjoying now?"

Sometimes, life is like that. Most of us are blinded by our wants and desire which may lead us to go through the longer path and might U-turn back to the original destination. This is what I am still learning, complaining less and be appreciative of what I have now. You won't be lost easily again, I guess. I have learnt to drive to a new destination today!

Perseverance

The interview is over, it was a fun and relaxing interview indeed. A lovely personal assistant of the chairman with sweet smiling face as interviewer. It's just a random searching of opportunity. At times, I know what i don't get to expose in current company. I know the scope is indeed very limit. That's what I should bear the consequences after deciding to join from a big to small firm.

This remind me of the 60 year-old man i took care of in Gunung Nuang last weekend said:"In everything we do, we must be have the quality of perseverance. We don't give up easily when obstacles are there." As if the strong rockie by the beach of Pangkalan Balak, it has no fear of the strong waves. I shall leave, not? Where is perseverance? I am waiting for second interview though. Meanwhile, I'll do my best and concentrate on my career in 2010.

Between Black & White

I am a little bit out of idea to give this photo a name. Perhaps, it's just like how i feel today. It's confusing, I am standing on a grey area. I have an interview tommorow. Wish me luck!

A Gift From My Brother

My brother just came back from Sabah with a bunch of his friends yesterday. He bought me this unique pair of bracelets. It's the first gift from him. What a surprise! I smiled happily and thanked to him.

A Great Companion

A great companionship doesn't need to talk much but staying beside each other when one is emotionally down. It is better still with some little cute jokes to lossen his/her sadness. It was a meaningful day indeed to make me realize a lot of things.

Fallen Flowers

My mood is a bit swinging today. It is just like the fallen flowers. It dried on the floor and people were stepping on it. I wonder it most beautiful moment can be freezed. I wonder can it return to its most beautiful moment?