Thanksgiving

Thanksgiving, perhaps it is something I have never learnt till today. It seems I have done something wrong today but still need to walk further up, right! It wouldn't happen again, I promise to myself!

With Love Gary & Tracy

Yume really loves the feeling developing this series of photos despite it has pending for quite some time. It makes me falling in love and can really feel their happiness. The expression of love and how Gary made his girl friend smile. He is really a funny cute guy. I believe he has found his true love.

They made me feel like falling in love again! A simple one, Yume hope for!

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Animals behind the Cage

If there is a key to lock up the memory in a hidden space in my brain and another kay to open up my heart door, perhaps, that's good enough. Drowning by old memories without a space for breathing. It's just like a lonely animal behind the cage  in front of the human crowd. They can be filled with happiness with foods and shelter ready without any worry of foods resources or becoming foods of predator  ust like me having loving lunch box prepared by mommy everyday. and warm shelter with family. Perhaps, the only difference is they were locked up by human while I lock myself up and couldn't be able to find a key to open it up again. 

Would you experience this whenever you're in a place that filling up old memory you have in your mind? I am not sure where to spell it outloud but this is a good channel. I ll be a lot better after this blog. The same encouragement word for myself again! Ganbatte, Audrey-san! ;D 

Canon PhotoMarathon Experience

Audrey was joining this marathon event organized by canon in Penang on 16 Oct 2010. It was excited at the first place till couldnt sleep well on friday night as this is the 1st experience joining competition in  my  entire life.  Audrey was actually kinda panic to get to know the first theme and out of idea. In fact, it was the same for the next two themes. Scratching my head all the way! Eventually, I submitted 3 snapshots for the competition. There were indeed just snapshots! Let's the video speak out!

戏子们

Audrey went to watch chinese opera with family. Both of me and my sister have never seen this before. It's our first family outing after shifting house. I am glad to get a chance to have a nice chat with the performer behind the stage. She told me some of the do and don't about the opera group. I shared it with my parents. My daddy said she is cheating small kid! Audrey is definitely not a small kid. 

Some are the boxes that keep the performance attires are not allowed to sit on or even kicked. I am not sure about the reason. Do you really believe it if kid playing their drum will get stomachache? My dad said it was just some white lies to ask me not playing..... What do you think?

A Kiss from You

A Kiss from You, By Audrey Leong

It's been awhile Audrey did not share any photo. Passion seems not as hot as before or it's mainly due to it has been quite awhile in this hobby and Audrey is not sure what to do for a unique shot that can become her most favourite shot. The camera has been storing in the cupboard for two weeks. Blerrk!

Next week is the week to take part in Photography Competition. This is my first attempt to join photography competition. I wonder how would it be! Audrey's collegue told her about the secret of energies are surrounding us daily. Negative thoughts would attract more unhappy incidents so we must have good imagination of what we really want in us. It will eventually come to us. Audrey told this collegue that she should imagine the happy moment to call back home to inform her mother that she has won the big prize! haha... What a good imagination ya!   Yeah! I am looking forward for the nice experience in the competition. Just keep the passion on!

Junk Foods

It has been quite sometime I didnt eat junk food. Stingy Yume wouldn't buy such expensive foods since many things has happened and predictable to be worsen. Yume bought a Mr Potato Chips today though to reward herself. I wonder whether Yume is getting older, Junk foods are no longer her favourite after all but kedondong! Yummy! It has been a tired day! Time to rest and enjoy the little personal space at night to keep breathing.. ;D

Hi! I am back.

It has been quite sometimes Audrey did not update blog. There are many inner conflicts happening within myself regardless there are positive or negative one these days. I am definitely sure Audrey will grow up after all these inner conflicts solved! That makes me shifting my focus awhile to regain energy, I guess. A lot of reading done by me recently and sometimes fell asleep after pondering the same thing over and over again.

Breathless, I am holding it too tight.
It's time to learn letting go and learn to have fun!
I have been too tense since last year due to some incidents...
That's the first thing to learn! TO　ＬＥＴ　ＧＯ！ ;)

I am pretty sure Audrey can do it well! I know what's important to do right now for a better future no matter for myself or my family!

Thanks for the insight Confucius!

A Tourist's Diary

I was reading a true story book of modern day slavery for a few days. Some women/children struggle living in the third world country fighting for a better life for their family but was later enslaved in the new working environment abroad. It makes me realize how fortunate I am. We are fortunate enough to have full meal everyday with foods we love, shelter, transport, work & etc. Shall we still ask for more?

I took a walk along the street observing people surrounding me with the intention to look for someone who maybe in a bad/worse working environment but..........That's a great experience though to experience something new to be treated like a tourist from Japan. ;)

I love the feeling of their friendliness telling me: "kawaii" in hope that I could help them buying something. I love even more when the hawker & the biker in the back street became so good in manner and say hi with a smile. The hawker's wife got mad though asking her husband to prepare & open their stall for business. "What are you still looking at? Back to your work!" I laughed secretly as I was passing by. It was a dramatic joke of the day for me like drama from HK. There isn't many friendly people on the street. I remember I was scolded by blocking a watch seller's road without noticing his existence during school days. I wonder tourists must have some privilege status over them, their butter & bread. Opps, I shall say their abalone & sharkfin.

Nevertheless, I hate the feeling when the price they offered me for a magnifier glass with a stand was skyhigh. It dropped to RM25 immediately after he realize that I am actually a Malaysian. They must have been earning a lot these days ya.

Perhaps, it was all my little big camera's fault hanging around my neck. Who would have such interest in capturing photo in KL area? tourist, perhaps? Nice experience!

Timeline

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“八年的光阴被浪费掉了！” 他遗憾的说。梦想让我们活得更精彩，更向往未来的生活，可是没有行动的梦想是空荡的。我们的年纪不小了，有梦想固然很好，不轻易的放弃追足梦想当然是最好不过。八年以后的你还会说你浪费了十六年的光阴吗？朋友，记得要踏实一点不要因为空荡的梦想再浪费另一端八年的光阴了。

The Power of Details

Audrey loves the details of the above photo. Especially the innocent eye sights of this little cute creature. Someone taught me the great power of details. It creates a detail stunning photo, a perspective that people seldom notice about it. However, when it comes to pulling out the detail memory of each incident from the brain cell. Perhaps, it creates more pain when we're sad. Everything has its cycle. There is always a root resulting in what we have today. That's how our thinking affect everything surrounding us.

Falls

We may fall sometime when we fly high. I believe each fall makes us stronger. Audrey won't fly high but would take some rest to fly further. let bygones be bygones, Love yourself & learn to take care yourself before learning taking care of other. Gonna take some rest early.

Believing

Neighborhood

Audrey had a peaceful day at home yesterday after going to bookstore purchasing some books for improvement. It makes me think back of the past a lot after some reading and promise myself to be out of the gossip zone. The neighborhood is relatively small even with the influence of internet and facebook. The world has turned to be smaller than we can imagine, yes, It is globalization. It takes too much of price to make Audrey realize gossiping is actually a circulation. The moment we involve ourself in the gossiping circle. There is even higher potential to be the gossip subject one day as the people surrounding us are like that too.

我哭了

我今天又哭了,可是我很确定眼泪并不是为任何人而流。它是为了让花朵开得更美而流的。那是因为我听见了一些自己最近领悟到的东西，感触而流的。。 Audrey到现在还不敢相信，那么的一句话会在心里这样的说出来，还在回家途中一个人傻笑了。。也许我长大了吧！其实说真的，我的心还满痛的，我好希望他能够真正开心过生活。我还很心痛自己那么的笨呢！当时的心情故事呀！

轻松了，以后就别提了。:D

You're such a wonder friend

A: Thanks for caring me. You're such a wonder to know this year. afterall, not all bad things

come to me

B: What! You just get to know I am wonderful? LoL

A: I always know but I am not wonderful enough. If there is not much things happened, things

would have ended up so much different.

I came across a little note saved from msn conversation with a friend last year. I really appreciate that this friend appreciate my care but things have changed. At least, Audrey has understood lotsa things now.

No more one sider story ya!

Feeling Lucky!

Audrey is feeling lucky today and something comes to her mind. It's due to the letting go and there's 2 more persons filled with happiness in this universe now, isn't it? Of course, It would be more than 2 which is included his closest relatives and Audrey's family member who see her crying almost weekly. God does love her, he gave her more than what she let go in return. Even though there is some unhappy rumors out there, she believes time will tell the truth. People who trust one side story, perhaps, they have forgotten to look at the matter fairly. She can only face it bravely and smile. She still has friends and mommy who support and trust her. :D

She didn't make a wrong choice to get the brand new hubby yeah! What a happy incident! Lucky! ^^

Life is Beautiful That Way

This is another favourite shot of mine. ;)

It was locked by you

Audrey attended a seminar during university time, the speaker said we used to speaking and talking darely whenever we were still children. We dare to perform without much fear of being critic. As time pass by, the shield become thicker and greater self-protection due to some negative comments or falls. I do believe that, I am not sure how to break the thick shield to escape out from the window anymore. There are too many things happened lately. The shield is getting thicker and thicker.... Perhaps, It's even harder to break it right now.

Life is Beautiful That Way

I really love a song sang by Noa recently.

Smile, without a reason why,

Love, as if you were a child,

Smile, no matter what they tell you,

Don't listen to a word they say,

Cause life is beautiful that way.

I am not sure the positive thinking is a way to comfort myself or a way to lie to myself. At least, it is a way to make myself happier. I am glad it changes my perspective to see things in life. Too much of hurt to be borne for not believing in myself. I wonder why do I believe in the word he said but didn't believe myself to perceive things by his action? Silly me!

Life is beautiful that way when freedom to make decision is in our hand. It's a good experience, I see things differently through my view finder. :)

You're Beautiful That Way

I believe what makes a difference is still a pair of detailed eyes! That's the window of our heart. It doesn't tell lie unless we are great actor/actress. The statement is regardless to the above photo, it is just something to comfort myself while I was taking the photo with my new hubby. :)

Day 8

It's day 8, I read an old book and had some really different perspective towards it after having some bad experience in relationship compared to the first time reading it. I fell asleep for quite a long time after the reading, What a restless months for me lately, it's mainly due to work and relationship. There is more understanding on verbal abusive and how to handle it positively. Let's do some experiment if happened to have some chance again. Of course, I don't wish to be scolded like that daily till I am afraid of sharing things. It's better not to happen again. At least, 3 of us are living happily and having what they want. It's not a bad choice though. :D

I gotta test out my brand new husband with my friend. I hope it wouldn't rain. Have a nice weekend everyone!

It's day 7

It's Day 7, We seperated a week. I started to get use to life knowing that I am not in someone's heart anymore. I did enjoy those moments having someone in heart and wondered how is he doing now. Knowingly, I am in his heart too. This is some sort of connection and trust between both lovers, especially when both are busy with own works. I think this is sweet. Anyhow, I am glad to get use of it in Day 7 and start focusing on my work without any worries of making someone angry again and over again.

Lost in Life

We may have a lot of things in life but we lost no where.
Greediness could blind us, dignity lost somewhere.
We may see a lot of great smiling faces in life but we hardly find a sincere smile.
Materiality took away another sincere smiley face.
It creates another lonely soul in the city.

It's day 6, my senior told me today, trying to smile even you couldn't! It's important in communication. I think this is what I couldn't do when i felt provoked. My expression is just like a book of describing what's inside me. How silly! I guess I need some training on this! We were laughing outloud during that discussion, wouldn't it be too fake? We pondered. hehe, Nevertheless, she said it's a good way to solve problem and find solution by smiling it away or leave the place. It's always a great idea to be calm in finding solution.

Guess what! I smiled as I work today. It's from bottom of my heart! I just found I have understand a lot of things. Well, It's a great training ground. Each great fall of my experience drive me to be a stronger one, not forgetting the great advise from some mature friends. I would never be another lonely soul in the city again! :)

I did appreciate of what I was given with love out of good intention but...........Hey, there was always a little angel voice in me scolding me. That's where I lost my smile and hating myself. Anyhow, I am glad it was all returned. This would be the last photo from it. :)

Day 6

It's day 6, it's another calm and deep pondering day, Any wild guessing on what's topic today? A friend told me about relationship is trying to understand your partner's feeling, thoughts & actions for your whole life. The relationship would last long and even forever but there is exceptional situation. I realize there are many that I did wrongly, too emotional of the negative statements from partner perhaps. I don't regret to let go though. Mr Lobster said it correctly, Lost & Found is just beside each other. The more you lost, you may be surprise that you've found even more than lost. As for what I have lost and found, that's too personal to spell it out here. Audrey can smile from bottom of her heart, I misses her smile.

It is linked to another statement I read in facebook, you have nothing when look at what you've lost but you have everything if you look at what you have now. I just feel it is meaning when I read it through. The feeling is totally different when you have gone through it. Stay tune! for my new series of work! I will be back for photography end of this week. :)

Day 5

It's day 5, we have seperated. I have always imagined that he must filled in happiness now with her. I am a bit confused whether I shall be happy for him or myself. She is indeed my lucky star, i ponder after waking up from dream. He is in happiness, wouldn't it be great? :D

Stop!

I am going to stop photography for certain period and wouldnt come back to this hobby so soon. Perhaps, I ll be back soon, it's really my passion. Things will be fine, I believe when I come back. It'll be a better me. :)

There are something I must share to make myself remember forever:

1. The Bag - It's something to remind me branded stuff could be something that may can last longer than the bag purchased in Pasar Malam. It's not for showing off or to gain respect from others. It's a long term saving method and some little thing to reward ourselves if we really love it.

2. The Fish - It's a pet that remind me I had not been a loving and caring woman. It shouldn't be repeated.

etc etc etc..

Arggh! I am feeling better a lot!

Kuala Selangor

I am going to flash back my old happy memory again in this blog. I find myself lack of something these days but I had it in the past. That's the great wide smile from the bottom of the heart which is hardly found in the photo these days. I really appreciate the friend who helped me took these portraits during that trip. They said there's always a new beginning of the end. Well, I have learnt some precious lesson these few days. I am not sure the decision is right but I guess he will find happiness in her arms. Deep breath and telling myself I am okay!

Broga Hill

That's how Broga Hill looked like a year ago. It was so much more beautiful and stunning than how it is now. Things change due to vary factors. It would be gone just like that once we have missed it. These are some precious photos of mine taken last year. Something that I have seen before, it brings me good memory. I miss those days. :D

Where is my Freedom?

You said you give me full freedom but you control over my direction and decision through your action and emotion. Would you mind to answer where's my freedom?

Me

They said baby tend to be so much of themselves doing the things they would love to, following their own will and feelings. You're so much of yourself. Wouldn't it be so comfortable that we are ourselves all of the time? There is always a "but" when we are growing up. SOmetimes, we look back and forth of ourselves, we are no longer ourselves anymore. Perhaps, the external environment is one of the factors that cause changes?

Full article: You are yourself

First Time

These photos are from the album when I have my first digital camera and the very first time hiking with Liau's group. It's some good memory for me.

Sometimes, we might want to give up on certain things we love most. Have you ever thought of why we started it at the first place? I started photography because I strongly believe that I am talented in art but I am bad in drawing. I think I didn't believe in myself wrongly. I do enjoy truely.

Can you recall why did you start with something at the first place and you wanna give up now? Perhaps, you may not want to give it up after thinking twice. And now, would you still wanna give up or to continue the journey?

A Father's Hope

Every parents would definitely hope to see their daughter find their happiness for life. Mr hubby(s) don't let them down ya. :)

The wedding event was taken on January 2010. It's a nice epxerience. I do enjoy capturing every real moment of what's happening in a wedding. People show their true emotion and expression. Love is flying in the air, their smiles and laughter filled with happiness. This is what precious most once in our life time. Do you think so too?

Expectation Gap

I have been thinking a lot these few days. Gap suddenly popped up in my mind. Expectation Gap is a term I studied in Auditing once upon a time. The gap between both auditors' actual standard performance and public's expectation. But, how to close the expectation gap? Perhaps, it is only a myth. Reducing the gap can be done to certain extent though! heh! I don't remember much of it!

I wonder when it comes to both persons, will it be easier to minimise the gap? It seems so much harder too. I guess I have to demolish the wall in my heart at the first place with no fear of being hurt. ha!

Sometimes leaving certain distance between both individuals may not be that bad. The closer both to be, it is foreseeable that damage of relationship/friendship may happen. I wouldn't choose to close the gap but to reduce it. And now, where shall I start from?

I Am Waiting

Life, we tend to have lotsa waiting moments. We wait for bus, waiting for taxi, our favourite foods, people and etc. We wait and wait patiently for opportunities in life. Some of us do forget to grab it when it arrives. Some of us couldn't be able to see the arrived opportunity and miss it. I am waiting, I am still waiting..... Am I overlooking any? I hope not.

It's Time to Wake Up

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I woke up in the early sunday morning and had a few cup of tea. I like how the fragrant and taste growing stronger each time I pour hot water to it till the last cup of tea I enjoyed. It gives me a sense of calmness.

"It's time to wake up! wake up! She asked you to wake up and open up to see what's going on outside! Have you ever notice what's in my mind now?" I thought of this when I see what's written on the cup my auntie bought from Japan. We shall wake up now!

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Audrey went to Cheng Ho Tea House with friends located in Melaka. I have been to Jonker Walk 3 times. The place has not been changing much but the people and feeling changed a lot this time. We manage to have some social moment with the people in Melaka. They are helpful, friendly and full of passion. I like the passion way how he answered us when we lost our direction to the Tea house.

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I am glad that we managed to spend time at Cheng Ho Tea House and had some sharing moment with the uncle. This is the place I like most in Melaka. We will go through a beautiful corridor with plant growing all over both side of the walls. The weather is way too dry in Melaka, the plants are not as well growth as last year. There is a well at the end of the corridor. There is also a small muzuem too, I guess. Cheng Ho Tea House is right after the corridor.

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He introduced us a nice tea which is good for people who has weak stomach. Yeap! I am one of those who has weak stomach. My friends are quite afraid of me having stomach problem if I don't eat on time during trip. I would say it's a nice enjoying place sipping tea and chit chatting over there. This is real good for people who has gastric problem. :)

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There are a few of my favourite shots taken in this trip. The above photo is my most favourite. I think it is perfectly true the golden hours of photography is 1 to 2 hours before sunset or after sunrise. Nevertheless, this is not the main concern. I like this old man, he seems to have a lot of story to tell through his eyes. Perhaps, he has been through a lot in his life.
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I like how the way they are connected in the above photo. Looking forward for more improvement for spiritual Shots. I paused and pondered for quite a long while and telling myself, I don't want to be a photographer but an artist without her brushes. I believe this is what I can achieve at the moment. Gambateh! :D

Last but not least, I have to back to reality as >>> again on Monday. Please give me some strength to face the stupid time cost calculation.

When Rain Falls....

It was raining yesterday from light rain to raining like cats and dogs. I am not sure where to hide my camera but to cover it with my shirt. Heaven was crying hard, thanks for giving us a cool and refreshing night yesterday.

It's like heaven's crying when rain falls. My heart is crying with you too. God, please give me some strength to move forward bravely. I don't wish to face such situation ever again. Perhaps, it's time to say goodbye when it comes again.

The Prayer

Praying do give us strength sometimes, I hope it will get over faster and won't be that stress. Pray, pray, pray! I am praying hard.

Beauty Lies on the Eyes of Beholder

Close Your Eyes!

It has been a tired week and and loads of work to be done. It's friday. I guess all of us would need a break and off our mind from work. Let's close our eyes and inhale deeply. Then, exhale slowly and imagine we are lying on a huge windy green field with some lovely flower smell, listening the little birdy sings for its girl friend. The sky above is so blue. What a windy day! It's time to relax our mind! Happy weekend to everyone!

Comedian

I haven been looking forward for the day to enjoy photography outing with Comedian. It's a good process by applying what I have been learning from friends and people all these while to the outing. There is a lot more to explore as it goes along. I am still learning, hope He will like it. ;)

Where Am I?

I went for doctor today right after work and skipped doing Overtime. The doctor said I must be very stress lately as I told her I have gastric, neck pain and stomach bloating. The work is quite stress indeed but I am sure it's good for me to train myself to be a detailed and careful person. Hopefully, by then I can be able to multi tasking without much mistake made. It's a little goal for myself at the moment.

I am not sure where am I now? I am stress over too many things and pushing myself too hard to do my best. It's time to give myself a break to ultilise the MC given by doctor to destress and back to work. Hopefully, it'll boost up productivity from thereon. Perhaps, the main stress is from a person I care too much of what's in h** mind.

Me, Myself & You

There aren't many nice photos of myself as I seldom put down my camera and try to enjoy the view, the air and etc like any other person. I appreciate the nice photos taken by you. I do really like it! Thanks.

Married Life

It's something to share because I find it a pleasure to listen to this sound track "Married Life" by Michael Giacchino and viewing these photos at the same time. Happiness is flying in the air, the smell of love.. hmm.... It's so wonderful.

December Sweet Girl

Looking back to the old portrait photo I took last year December. The project stopped for quite some time as I am out of idea to select the style and theme. It's May soon! Finally, I took the courage to start it again. I hope she will like it.

September Flower Girl

It's a photo taken last year September. I didn't take much notice on the photos taken that time because it was my first portrait photo shooting and it wasn't a nice one. It isn't easy to take nice portrait that my subject like it. Perhaps, this is all about talent. It's too bad I don't have it! Effort that makes a difference, i guess. Time is all I need!

September Flower Girl, it popped up in my mind while I was writing this blog. It's mainly due to the photo was taken on September. I love this photo personally. A girl happily holding a bulk of flowers. Every girl loves receiving flowers, I do too. The happy smile and the sparkling eyes they have when they receive flowers. I guess we all experience it when it was really a surprise when seeing your loves one holding a big bulk of flower walking towards you. What flower do you like? I like sunflower.

Somehow, September Flower Girl gives me some wonderful moments. I like editing and making out something that I love and feeling nice. I love art since primary school and keep the passion on! Don't let it die down for anyone or bad comments.

Audrey

I went to Mid Valley to meet a new friend introduced by my sister who is currently studying counselling course. The counselling session did not turn out because most of the problems have been settled. I didn't manage to help out for his thesis though. He makes me realize a person may appear to be strong, vigorous and confidence but she may be soft and weak in heart. I have never seen her crying for ages.

The Beautiful Regret

It has been some hectic days, I lied down on my bed and opened up the book I bought last two weeks to read with a tired mood. It makes me reading on and on with excitement. It also makes me stop and wonder for quite long again. Perhaps, Confucius makes me confuse or I regret more?

"in your speech you make few mistakes and in your action you have few regrets". There was a man told me I am too young to understand how problems arise due to our speech until I experience it one day. I might be badly regret of what I did. I do regret of some unthoughtful speeches and hurried actions in the past.

Perhaps, we were once silly young men and women in wrong actions/speeches. Afterall, regrets are not that bad in life. It can be beautiful when you have learned to take up a lesson. I like the way I am now.

You and Me

Flare

I used to read some article mentioning about lens flare. The author will usually mention in the article, flare will spoil the overall presentation in a photo. I guess it is based on personal preference whether you would stand still on your point of view. It's a matter whether you like or hate it in a photo. Sometimes a little flare could be beautiful, a little imperfection found in perfection, shall I say?

I see a huge shining star in the afternoon when sky is still bright. It makes me think of an article I read in a photography magazine a few months ago. The author's thinking was so much amazed me. He says the bright sky hide the beautiful stars from our vision. It hides thing we want to see! If light is as good as we thought, why would it hide something behind from us? Is darkness that bad? It shows us the hidden shining stars though.

Lights do create miracle sometimes, I see star in the bright sky through my lens? Darkness does provide a clearer picture of what's hidden in the bright from our vision. Sometimes, I wish I wouldn't see things so clearly. It's better not knowing than knowing it! I still love light. :)

Sweet Girl

It's a shot from Hot Air Balloon Fiesta. Her beautiful eyes capture my attention while I was thinking which to be choosen as the photo of the day . I like her eyes, her beautiful pair of eyes tell some stories. Can you see it? A sweet and happy go lucky girl indeed.

Tolerance

It makes me wonder for quite a long time before proceeding to the next chapter. It's a long way to go though. It is absolutely right indeed, being tolerance is actually leaving a lot more room for myself to breath. We are having peaceful time. Sometimes negative thoughts do affect me but trying to fight back with the little angel in me.

Sewing Machine

I will be shifting house soon. I wonder my mother will throw this old sewing machine away. It's a gift from a relative when she got married to my father. It's better to capture it for collection now before she deciding to throw it. It could be a nice antique collection 20/30 years later perhaps if she were to remain it.

It's another busy day. It's a normal day but there is something making all of my friends worry. I hope silent could bring peace to us. We won't be disturbed anymore. Good Night!

Let's Walk Together

I went for early walk with A friend of mine at a park located in Cheras. It's a hot beautiful day with clear blue sky. A good day for photography indeed. We shared a lot of idea during the walk about parenting and role as daughter and son. Perhaps, some little point of view about life when we were teenager and a growing up adult towards some issues. It's kinda wonderful to me. I love it!

Parents walk us through our life regardless we are up or down. Perhaps, It's time for us to be their great companion once a while now. They need someone to chit chat with them as friend, sometimes. I bet they will be definitely happy for it.

Cute Mother

Mommy used to be very fierce. I remember 3 of us used to cry and hug each other when she got angry. It was scary indeed. As we grow older, she become more considering and able to express her care to us. I am not sure whether 3 of us hardly observe her care during young time. We could only remember Mommy always got angry easily when we were young or we were too naughty? Women, tend to be emotional sometime. ehe!

I uploaded the above photo for my "A Photo A Day" collection. I have got some feedbacks from friends. It is better to crop tighter as the subject is the fallen flower. I think for quite long for the comment by looking at the photo. The bokeh in "white" was quite distracting. It looks better like this.

My mood is a bit swinging today but somehow I must remind myself to live the moment. What important most is NOW! I just feel not respected and forgotten. Why couldn't you keep me in mind for what you have told me?