Junk Foods

It has been quite sometime I didnt eat junk food. Stingy Yume wouldn't buy such expensive foods since many things has happened and predictable to be worsen. Yume bought a Mr Potato Chips today though to reward herself. I wonder whether Yume is getting older, Junk foods are no longer her favourite after all but kedondong! Yummy! It has been a tired day! Time to rest and enjoy the little personal space at night to keep breathing.. ;D

Hi! I am back.

It has been quite sometimes Audrey did not update blog. There are many inner conflicts happening within myself regardless there are positive or negative one these days. I am definitely sure Audrey will grow up after all these inner conflicts solved! That makes me shifting my focus awhile to regain energy, I guess. A lot of reading done by me recently and sometimes fell asleep after pondering the same thing over and over again.

Breathless, I am holding it too tight.
It's time to learn letting go and learn to have fun!
I have been too tense since last year due to some incidents...
That's the first thing to learn! TO　ＬＥＴ　ＧＯ！ ;)

I am pretty sure Audrey can do it well! I know what's important to do right now for a better future no matter for myself or my family!

Thanks for the insight Confucius!

A Tourist's Diary

I was reading a true story book of modern day slavery for a few days. Some women/children struggle living in the third world country fighting for a better life for their family but was later enslaved in the new working environment abroad. It makes me realize how fortunate I am. We are fortunate enough to have full meal everyday with foods we love, shelter, transport, work & etc. Shall we still ask for more?

I took a walk along the street observing people surrounding me with the intention to look for someone who maybe in a bad/worse working environment but..........That's a great experience though to experience something new to be treated like a tourist from Japan. ;)

I love the feeling of their friendliness telling me: "kawaii" in hope that I could help them buying something. I love even more when the hawker & the biker in the back street became so good in manner and say hi with a smile. The hawker's wife got mad though asking her husband to prepare & open their stall for business. "What are you still looking at? Back to your work!" I laughed secretly as I was passing by. It was a dramatic joke of the day for me like drama from HK. There isn't many friendly people on the street. I remember I was scolded by blocking a watch seller's road without noticing his existence during school days. I wonder tourists must have some privilege status over them, their butter & bread. Opps, I shall say their abalone & sharkfin.

Nevertheless, I hate the feeling when the price they offered me for a magnifier glass with a stand was skyhigh. It dropped to RM25 immediately after he realize that I am actually a Malaysian. They must have been earning a lot these days ya.

Perhaps, it was all my little big camera's fault hanging around my neck. Who would have such interest in capturing photo in KL area? tourist, perhaps? Nice experience!

Timeline

八年的光阴, All Rights Reserved AL PhotoArts.

“八年的光阴被浪费掉了！” 他遗憾的说。梦想让我们活得更精彩，更向往未来的生活，可是没有行动的梦想是空荡的。我们的年纪不小了，有梦想固然很好，不轻易的放弃追足梦想当然是最好不过。八年以后的你还会说你浪费了十六年的光阴吗？朋友，记得要踏实一点不要因为空荡的梦想再浪费另一端八年的光阴了。

The Power of Details

Audrey loves the details of the above photo. Especially the innocent eye sights of this little cute creature. Someone taught me the great power of details. It creates a detail stunning photo, a perspective that people seldom notice about it. However, when it comes to pulling out the detail memory of each incident from the brain cell. Perhaps, it creates more pain when we're sad. Everything has its cycle. There is always a root resulting in what we have today. That's how our thinking affect everything surrounding us.

Falls

We may fall sometime when we fly high. I believe each fall makes us stronger. Audrey won't fly high but would take some rest to fly further. let bygones be bygones, Love yourself & learn to take care yourself before learning taking care of other. Gonna take some rest early.

Believing