Stop!

I am going to stop photography for certain period and wouldnt come back to this hobby so soon. Perhaps, I ll be back soon, it's really my passion. Things will be fine, I believe when I come back. It'll be a better me. :)

There are something I must share to make myself remember forever:

1. The Bag - It's something to remind me branded stuff could be something that may can last longer than the bag purchased in Pasar Malam. It's not for showing off or to gain respect from others. It's a long term saving method and some little thing to reward ourselves if we really love it.

2. The Fish - It's a pet that remind me I had not been a loving and caring woman. It shouldn't be repeated.

etc etc etc..

Arggh! I am feeling better a lot!

Kuala Selangor

I am going to flash back my old happy memory again in this blog. I find myself lack of something these days but I had it in the past. That's the great wide smile from the bottom of the heart which is hardly found in the photo these days. I really appreciate the friend who helped me took these portraits during that trip. They said there's always a new beginning of the end. Well, I have learnt some precious lesson these few days. I am not sure the decision is right but I guess he will find happiness in her arms. Deep breath and telling myself I am okay!

Broga Hill

That's how Broga Hill looked like a year ago. It was so much more beautiful and stunning than how it is now. Things change due to vary factors. It would be gone just like that once we have missed it. These are some precious photos of mine taken last year. Something that I have seen before, it brings me good memory. I miss those days. :D

Where is my Freedom?

You said you give me full freedom but you control over my direction and decision through your action and emotion. Would you mind to answer where's my freedom?

Me

They said baby tend to be so much of themselves doing the things they would love to, following their own will and feelings. You're so much of yourself. Wouldn't it be so comfortable that we are ourselves all of the time? There is always a "but" when we are growing up. SOmetimes, we look back and forth of ourselves, we are no longer ourselves anymore. Perhaps, the external environment is one of the factors that cause changes?

Full article: You are yourself

First Time

These photos are from the album when I have my first digital camera and the very first time hiking with Liau's group. It's some good memory for me.

Sometimes, we might want to give up on certain things we love most. Have you ever thought of why we started it at the first place? I started photography because I strongly believe that I am talented in art but I am bad in drawing. I think I didn't believe in myself wrongly. I do enjoy truely.

Can you recall why did you start with something at the first place and you wanna give up now? Perhaps, you may not want to give it up after thinking twice. And now, would you still wanna give up or to continue the journey?

A Father's Hope

Every parents would definitely hope to see their daughter find their happiness for life. Mr hubby(s) don't let them down ya. :)

The wedding event was taken on January 2010. It's a nice epxerience. I do enjoy capturing every real moment of what's happening in a wedding. People show their true emotion and expression. Love is flying in the air, their smiles and laughter filled with happiness. This is what precious most once in our life time. Do you think so too?

Expectation Gap

I have been thinking a lot these few days. Gap suddenly popped up in my mind. Expectation Gap is a term I studied in Auditing once upon a time. The gap between both auditors' actual standard performance and public's expectation. But, how to close the expectation gap? Perhaps, it is only a myth. Reducing the gap can be done to certain extent though! heh! I don't remember much of it!

I wonder when it comes to both persons, will it be easier to minimise the gap? It seems so much harder too. I guess I have to demolish the wall in my heart at the first place with no fear of being hurt. ha!

Sometimes leaving certain distance between both individuals may not be that bad. The closer both to be, it is foreseeable that damage of relationship/friendship may happen. I wouldn't choose to close the gap but to reduce it. And now, where shall I start from?

I Am Waiting

Life, we tend to have lotsa waiting moments. We wait for bus, waiting for taxi, our favourite foods, people and etc. We wait and wait patiently for opportunities in life. Some of us do forget to grab it when it arrives. Some of us couldn't be able to see the arrived opportunity and miss it. I am waiting, I am still waiting..... Am I overlooking any? I hope not.

It's Time to Wake Up

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I woke up in the early sunday morning and had a few cup of tea. I like how the fragrant and taste growing stronger each time I pour hot water to it till the last cup of tea I enjoyed. It gives me a sense of calmness.

"It's time to wake up! wake up! She asked you to wake up and open up to see what's going on outside! Have you ever notice what's in my mind now?" I thought of this when I see what's written on the cup my auntie bought from Japan. We shall wake up now!

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Audrey went to Cheng Ho Tea House with friends located in Melaka. I have been to Jonker Walk 3 times. The place has not been changing much but the people and feeling changed a lot this time. We manage to have some social moment with the people in Melaka. They are helpful, friendly and full of passion. I like the passion way how he answered us when we lost our direction to the Tea house.

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I am glad that we managed to spend time at Cheng Ho Tea House and had some sharing moment with the uncle. This is the place I like most in Melaka. We will go through a beautiful corridor with plant growing all over both side of the walls. The weather is way too dry in Melaka, the plants are not as well growth as last year. There is a well at the end of the corridor. There is also a small muzuem too, I guess. Cheng Ho Tea House is right after the corridor.

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He introduced us a nice tea which is good for people who has weak stomach. Yeap! I am one of those who has weak stomach. My friends are quite afraid of me having stomach problem if I don't eat on time during trip. I would say it's a nice enjoying place sipping tea and chit chatting over there. This is real good for people who has gastric problem. :)

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There are a few of my favourite shots taken in this trip. The above photo is my most favourite. I think it is perfectly true the golden hours of photography is 1 to 2 hours before sunset or after sunrise. Nevertheless, this is not the main concern. I like this old man, he seems to have a lot of story to tell through his eyes. Perhaps, he has been through a lot in his life.
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I like how the way they are connected in the above photo. Looking forward for more improvement for spiritual Shots. I paused and pondered for quite a long while and telling myself, I don't want to be a photographer but an artist without her brushes. I believe this is what I can achieve at the moment. Gambateh! :D

Last but not least, I have to back to reality as >>> again on Monday. Please give me some strength to face the stupid time cost calculation.

When Rain Falls....

It was raining yesterday from light rain to raining like cats and dogs. I am not sure where to hide my camera but to cover it with my shirt. Heaven was crying hard, thanks for giving us a cool and refreshing night yesterday.

It's like heaven's crying when rain falls. My heart is crying with you too. God, please give me some strength to move forward bravely. I don't wish to face such situation ever again. Perhaps, it's time to say goodbye when it comes again.

The Prayer

Praying do give us strength sometimes, I hope it will get over faster and won't be that stress. Pray, pray, pray! I am praying hard.

Beauty Lies on the Eyes of Beholder